Wednesday, April 28
Ahh the knight. You seek travel and adventure and when not out having fun & carousing with other men and bedding women, you do seek intelligent stimuli. You understand that your life is meant to be part of something greater, and you seek to involve yourself in activities and in the lives of others to help them. You are overall a friendly, strong, capable person who enjoys competition!
Which Royalty Are You? Find out! By Nishi.
[Your Name Here] @ Wednesday, April 28, 2004
Which Royalty Are You? Find out! By Nishi.
[Your Name Here] @ Wednesday, April 28, 2004
Thursday, April 15
its so hard...she's owned...
she said her baby boi was the oni one hu ever got her heart...
did she ever gave me a chance???
i din even try to get her heart...
she told me she just broke up...she needed time to heal the wounds...
i said i'll wait...
i noe i was wrong when i stead with stacie...
but the whole time my heart was still with her...
it was a crisis...
i noe...
but now she's owned...
damn that mutha-farker...
i'm mad...
does she noe how hard it is for me to call her akak...or kakak...
it really sux...
she dusn noe how awkward i feel...
i noe i did sumting wrong...
and now u have to shove the fact of age to my face...
i accepted that to make u happy...
but inside i'm hurt...
i was relieved when i broke up with stacie...
meaning i was free...
i wanted to see u again...
but was afraid u wudn recognise me anymore...
maybe u were waiting for me...
MAYBE...
but i was afraid to face u...
time wasn't on my side...
if only we wud have met sooner...
i noe i can get ur heart...
but i never tried...
but when i chose to...
it was too late...
u met sum1 else...
how i hate myself...
u dun noe how i feel rite now...
it sux...
well i have no choice...
congrats "kak" shaz and whoever ur baby boi is...
i think i shud go...
[Your Name Here] @ Thursday, April 15, 2004
Sunday, April 11
just dragged a box of panadol+1.5l of coke...
but no shits happening...
why aren't i overdosed or sumting...
mty viewqa is bluuired...
i can;'t see quite well at thea momeant...
fark lifea,,,
it sux...
theresa anutinnh to lice fpr,,,
arg gark ot...
i wajjs gp amd slp
[Your Name Here] @ Sunday, April 11, 2004
Thursday, April 8
ish...dier pei kaki cepat siol...
akoo tanak lawan balek...
banyak siol budak kat situ...
kalau akoo lawan balek...dorang tak kan tengok ajer...
mesti activate punyer...
akoo dapat elak first punyer ajer...
tak sakit sangat arh tapi dier pukul dalam siol...
kay akoo sebenarnyer tak bersalah...
cumer perselisihan faham...
nvm,saper tak marah kalau orang buat mulut tentang brudder dier kan???
k larh...i gonna go and lick my wounds...
and rub salt in them later
[Your Name Here] @ Thursday, April 08, 2004
Friday, April 2
i should have been there...
i shud have met her...
now this happened...
i feel sooooo guilty...
i heard she got slapped...
well he is her father...
but now...evry1 is sooooo sad
we can't meet her...
i was sooooooooo happy to see her just now...
she was soooooo happy to see us as well...
she hugged me i hugged her back...
i saw her smile...and then tears started rolling down her cheeks...
she was soooo happy yet sad to noe that she won't be able to be there anymore...
we are family...
we love each udder...but i love her even more...
i sent her home...the sky was crying for her...
she told me how she felt...
i wanted ta hug her...
but we had to alight...
we sed our goodbyes...
we shook hands...
me trying ta stop myself from hugging her and tell her how i really feel...
BAGAIMANA,
JIKALAU SEMUA ITU,TIDAK LAGI BERSAMAKU
KU BERDOA,
AGAR DIKAU MENGERTI,AKU SETIA KEPADAMU
SHAZRYN PERCAYALAH,
DIKAU HANYALAH PUJAAN HATIKU
LAUTAN API KAN KU RENANGI,
HANYA UNTUKKU MEMILIKI MU
i hope i can see her again tomolo
[Your Name Here] @ Friday, April 02, 2004